Wednesday, June 30, 2004 '
hmm.. i oni posting afew pics tt we took on mon.. 6ppl short of sha~~~~~ *sob*
this is the koala tt wen bought for 5of us... ;pp
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hmm... juz reach home nt long.. went for bbq at winston place... den drag dear along.. i tink he doesnt want to go de ba...but den i keep "kp" + gif face to him... den he went for awhile... they oso veri long nv c him le mah... =/
saw alot of ppl tt veri long v le... andrew n minhui oso got go.. den yiling 10+ den reach... aniwae..those guys bbq for us to eat wor... hehe... i drunk abs. vodka too...so long nv drink le...then i drank 1/4 cup without mixing ani sprite... so "shiok" sia..the "heat" juz went down to chest... omg.. haha..rene "gien" anot.. LOLX .. aniway... we took pics too.. haha.. den took with my "SISTER" aka siyuan ... lolx..
errmmm.... juz nw i tink.. i said alot of sweet things to dear... ;pp aeh...hahhaaa oni today....lolx.. so paiseh... :XX
tml b staying at hm... den thurs meeting irene n kz go celebrate irene de bdae... oh ya... got my timetable le.. hmm... nt veri bad la.. mon until 9pm.. den got 8am lesson... hmm..can "pon" wed n fri..haha coz lect all the way... but... try to go la..later SOMEONE "kp" me... ;pp
Tuesday, June 29, 2004 '
time to blog~~
hmm..
Sunday
morning...dad's fren came over to help me reformat com... now..my com seems alrite ba...but i havent install my program n transfer my files back ... no time wor..these few days owaes go out...
den...dear came to my hse in the afternn, den wait for me..n den..... my dad saw dear le.. haha... hmm.. he dint sae anithing to me these few days leh... i tink no comment ba.. nw left my mum!!! omg... nitemare...
we went movie with his relatives n ah ma.. den after tt went newton circus to eat...they order quite alot...den..one of his aunt accidentally spilled a bowl of..."soup".. den kena my skirt~~ but.. i no angry la...coz nt on purpose de wad...
aniway...after tt.. pei his ah ma back home..den we go punggol park..its been yrs since i last went there..nw.. the park..nobody de...nobody fishing... den quiet quiet.. chat with dear... den headed home le~~
Monday
hmm... ds gathering at rene hse... we took pics dere...upload when m done with my com... den we chat alot.. rene ar.. u noe we all care for u.. dun b silly...go think abt it...c whether we all say correct anot...
after tt we left n me n kai lin went to meet dear n chua...went long john silver to eat.. hahaha.. den dear help me to cut the chicken into smaller pieces... sooo sweet rite...
m like a small kid... hehe.. den we headed to esplanade... rot dere..den head home...
can c that kailin veri happi with chua... hope chua will treat her gd...
ok... later m gog to bbq... sec sch gathering..1yr nv c them le... ;pp continue tml ba...
Saturday, June 26, 2004 '
*yawn*
so tired... raining somemore... go slp the best sia.. ;ppp
today...whole day at hm... doing my com thingy...den tml can reformat liao... ;pp hopefully everything back to normal...
den tml afternn gog out with dear n his family member.. hmm..oni 2days nv c dear...i alreadi so miss him le... ;pp nvm..tml can c him le~~~~~
Friday, June 25, 2004 '
so boring~~~
afternn went to meet rong.. den take my things frm her..lolx.. at last my locker is cleared... kaox aeh... i waited for her for 1hr leh !!!!! (T.T) owaes bully me de...
den reach hm... roottttt ~~~~~ sianx 1/2 today dear 10+ den book out... :( so miss him ~~~~~
Thursday, June 24, 2004 '
oh goshh... i spent 80bucks at orchard today... so heart pain sia... i tink m nt gog to spend animore on shopping le... sch opening le...muz save money... den the rest of the days b4 sch starts, can oni spend on..... k-box?? partyworld ?? LMAO..
aniway.. i bought a white shirt frm POA..SMALL SIZE leh !lolx.. tt shirt damn big,tt's y i can wear S.. actually wanted to buy pink de..but irene say "bu nai kan" ...so i bought white lor.. den bought a shirt frm samuel n kevin... green color... ;pp den..next is... a skirt??? yesh..i bought a skirt... lolx...actually i saw one...v nice.. but den...oni got one size !!! *SOB* den i bought another one...its in stripes... ;pp n oso bought a pencil case... ;pp PINK COLOR!!! veri sweet de... hahhaa
den evening went to meet dear n chua.. hahha... was quite happi.. chua keep siding me...to say wad a gentleman should do... den "suan" dear... lolx.. den halfway went to help dear say me... -.- lolx... rather cute la...i mean chua... ;pp
aehh... dear say he gonna stay in soon... (T.T) den... oni weekends can c him... last for 2yrs... *sad* mai wait liao la...go find a rich guy who can sponsor me shopping expenses... lolx.. aehh.. hahaha... jokin la...dear treat me so gd... i wun dump him de!!! horr.... sweet hor... saw that?? lolx... mai "umph chio" hor... ;pp
Wednesday, June 23, 2004 '
men si le la ~~~~~~~~~~~ i rot whole day sia... msn got prob..cannot chat !!!! den nothing to surf..... no show to watch... sat bside com..listen to songs... n rot rot
ROT !!! lied on the bed... oso duno wad to do... *sad*
Tuesday, June 22, 2004 '
;pp juz nw go dear hse...take "Ba Zhang" ..lolx
aiyo... my messenger n irc got prob sia...after i online for 1hr... den my messenger...will auto log in n out..constantly...den make me so pissed off until i dunwan sign in... den irc...log in after some time.. den will hang... -.- so sway...holiday leh...no msn no irc...do simi sai sia... (T.T)
sianx 1/2 ...
Monday, June 21, 2004 '
men si le... this week,all my frens so busy with their thingy... i got nth to do... keep yawning.. if go slp...den... i'll b sleeping whole dat sia.. cannot la...
haix... wad can i do ? bored bored BORED !!
Sunday, June 20, 2004 '
hmm.. today went bugis to eat... the food nt bad la...cheap too... ;pp but i still prefer swensen... lolx after dinner den headed straight home le...
coming week.. my buddies go for their orientation thingy... haix.. den irene...start sch liao.... =/ so bored... duno who to find... oni noe sat n sun...book by dear liao... -.- stresss... lolx... jokin la..
aniway... i bought a pair of shoes today...hahaa... dad paid for me... lolx... k la..today no mood to blog further... ciaoz
Saturday, June 19, 2004 '
yox... so happi... hahaahaa.... afternn went to watch "tu rang fa cai" with dear... after tt went his hse hav dinner,his aunt cook macoroni for us..taste good... =) den... hahaa.. headed to yishun... coz got south korean percussion de performance.. ;ppp so gd.. dear pei wo go.. plus rong n sheng..
aehh...they'r so pro man... their stickwork..their coordination..their rythmn... all soo nice.. n most impt thing is... 1st time... i watch
fireworks live on the spot... ;pp somemore 1st time is watch with dear... ooh.. how sweet it is... i wun forget tt moment... =) too bad...i forgot to bring cam... -.- aniway...at yishun..we saw alvin n weiming... aehh...duno issit they two together... ;pp me kpo liao... lolx
hmm... tml gog to eat with parents...celebrate father day... at bugis... hahha... while waiting for my mum to offwork, i shall go shopping!!! lolx.. got dad...buy wad oso can...hahhahaha!!! *evil* tml i treat him eat mah... ex leh... lolx
gosh..recently "shi mian" again... *sigh* was feeling veri sleepy whole day de..but when was abt to go bed, become veri energetic during midnite... -.- k..i shall stop here... =)
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aehh... took the quiz...
What Name Should You Have? by Lauren
LOLX... bu hui ba... so "qiao" ?? lolx...gabriel de lao po gabrielle ?? oops..m tinking too much... aeh.. suddenly so miss him...hahah faster start sch~~i wan c him~~~~ omg...gabriel... :XXx
Friday, June 18, 2004 '
hmm... surfing some sites... liek charles n keith...perlini silver.. suddenly feel like buying everything... lolx.. here's wad i saw..which looks special to me...
this looks sweet rite..
hmm.. this.. is special.. wonder wad's inside.. can open de wor..... ;pp
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hmm... how's the page ?? vvvv sweet rite... lolx..
suddenly i feel veri "xing fu" nw... dear more n more teng wo... he realli did duo duo pei wo ... ;ppp
dear..thx for doing so mani things for me.. including,trying to change urself... :) i'll treasure u more than b4... love ya lotsssss......
tml gog to catch a movie wif dear... after tt gog his hse... aehh... he wans to c my "paiseh face" again... -.-
den sunday...most prob gog dinner to celebrate fathers' day.... i wanted to go swesens..but i tink mum say gog a restuarant.. italian?? tink so.... hmm.. she say its nice... ;pp hope so..
Thursday, June 17, 2004 '
got this frm frendster... long wor...
1.Name:
Kailing
2.Nick Name:
Smile
3.Middle Name:
aehh... ???
4.Hair Colour:
brown
5.Eye Colour:
brown
6.Height:
160cm
7.Location: singapore;
hougang
8.Birthday:
19nov85
9.Zodiac:
scorpio
1o.Status:
attached
FavS.
11.Animal/s:
puppy...
12.Sport/s :
none
13.Color/s:
black pink white
14.Song/s:
songs tt r nice la...
15.Band/Singer/s:
jie lun... lin junjie
18.Scent/Perfume(s):
hugo boss
19.Movie/s:
duno ...
23.Book/s:
no books
24.Do you wear makeup?
seldom
25.Do you trim your eyebrows?
yupx
26.Do you look for personality or looks in a
guy/girl?
personality..provided tt dun vvvvvv ugly de la..
27.Perfect guy/girl:
nice to me !!
28.How many rings before you answer the
phone?
..... lame qn
29.Future Career plans:
none
30.Do you sleep with stuffies?
??
31.Do you want kids?
most prob..
32.Are you popular?
duno??
33.Are you pretty?
duno??
34.Do you have your own phone line?
hp consider mah??
35.Do you get along with your family?
so so lo...
36.Do you have any piercings or tattoos?
earhole lo...
37.Do you like giving hugs?
ya???
38.Do you take walks in the rain?
sometimes...
39.Which Malls do you frequent? ??
orchard...
40.Do you go on stage?
yup.. band concert..
41.Favourite Drink/s:
green tea..
42.Do You Smoke?
nope
43.Do you do drugs?
nope
44.Do you Eat meat?
ya??
45.What's your favourite Date:
7april
46.Have you had Sex before?
nope...
47.Do you eat sushi?
yupx!!!
48.Do you Bake?
bake???
Preferences.
49.Hot or Cold?
cold...
50.Lace or Satin?
huh??
51.Blue or Red?
red...
52.New or Old? ??
depends lo..
53.Rain or Snow?
rain..
55.Wool or Cotton?
cotton..
56.Roses or Daisies?
none... hate flowers..
57.Private school or public school?
public sch..
58.Plain milk or chocolate milk?
plain..
59.Celsius or Fahrenheit?
huh?? wad a qn!!
60.Spring or Fall?
spring..
61.Math or Art?
math..
62.One pillow or two?
2..
63.Dogs or Cats?
dogs...
64.Adidas or Nike?
adidas...
65.Coke or Pepsi?
pepsi..
66.Oranges or Apples?
apples..
67.Deaf or Blind?
of coz NONE LA... omg..
68.Pool or hot tub?
pool...
69.Blonde or Brunette?
.......
7o.Guys or Girls?
both....
71.Tall or short?
tall....
72.TV or Radio?
radio...
Personal Views.
73.Homosexuality?
its okay to me...
74.Brand names:
no comments...
75.Abortion:
duno leh...
76.Religion:
it doesnt matter...
77.Animal Rights:
hmm... shouldnt kill animals la..but.. nv kill den i'll die of hunger 1st... lolx
78.Love at first sight:
hmmm...dun realli believe...but hope i can experience it.. ;pp
79.God:
yupx..
80.Aliens:
aeh... half half ??
81.Horoscopes:
to some extent nia..
82.Heaven:
ya..
83.Hell:
ya..
84.Reincarnation:
yupx...
85.Transvestites:
??? duno wad it means...
90.Whats the sexiest instrument/s?
sexiest is.. saxophone..but i like percussion... hahhaa...
91.Whats the prettiest part of the body?
eyes..but nt mine...
92.Biggest fault:
born in wrong family.... :XX
93.Biggest fears:
marry to wrong person...
94.Do you live in the moment?
huh?
95.Do you care about looks?
so so ...
96.Do you like your handwriting?
no...
97.Biggest Worries:
aehhh... duno leh... i worry alot of things de leh...
98.Looking forward to:
hmmm... meet jie lun...
99.Favorite weather:
windy with ABIT of sunlight ...
100.Do you ever wish you were
somebody?
yupx... someone with nice figure... lolx
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so tired....!!! yday went k-box with irene n kz...den evening dear meet me...den we 4 go esplanade... haha...den they watching "free show" dere... den went for.. "supper" at lau pa sat...
dear..so sweet of u... ;pp hmm... took some pics last nite... check them out ba...
morning...7+ ..my mum sit beside me...den tok to me...kaox..nt enough slp leh...den she say alot of thingy AGAIN....n i tink...TINK la.. she allow me have bf... duno issit so leh.. but i still got a feeling tt she wun like dear's de APPEARANCE... =/
duno leh...hmm.. wait for few months den c how ba...
after tt went back to slp... den...10am... again..kena disturb... by dear... :Xx den he said he n chua passed the test le... ;pp
was having headache since i woke up.. i tink coz keep waken up ba.. :(
Wednesday, June 16, 2004 '
later gog out le... afternn gog KBOX again!!! hahaa... 2days ago juz went...den today gog again... den evening... nt sure gog where oso leh... later meet le den say...
aiyo...saw wen de blog... so "xian mu" ..i oso wan to go aust. !!! + japan !!! dear...saw it!! save money leh!! hahaha.. these places my parents cfm guaranttee cannot bring me go de.. coz of my dad... DEAR...wu kua tio boh!! save money !! lolx ... :XX
Tuesday, June 15, 2004 '
i aiming this perfume veri long le ... ;pp
nice n smell nice ~~
nice hor... the necklace so unique... ;ppp
aiyo... the more sites i surf...the more things i aim... lolx.. bth.. y gers like tt de... hahhahaa
Monday, June 14, 2004 '
juz nw quarrel with mum again... wad the hell does she wan!!!! i wan to hav a bf oso so "xin ku" meh... she's realli driving me crazy... unreasonable!!! wans to noe everything... wans to noe even other families de problem... she's trying to make matters more worst!!!!!!i tink i cant tolerate animore longer..... if one more time... i tink i gonna leave the hse........
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hmm...today i went k-box with kz... why with him? coz was too bored,nowhere to go...so go k-box lor.. ;ppp got alot of new songs... jolin de all up le... some of F.I.R song..den hmm...4got liao la...hahaa den go play pool for an hr... den dinner n head home...
aeh.. last nite i promise dear to go his hse... =/ coz his cousin wan to c me ?? haix ... actually i dun wanna go de...coz ..duno y oso leh.. juz suddenly feel so weird.. mayb coz nv go one's house with alot of their relatives b4 ba... haix.. but... promise liao.. den suan le lor... he happi can liao..
Sunday, June 13, 2004 '
haix... toking to dear..den tok abt each other de bad point n wad to b change if possible... dear say me got alot...but he can "ren"... den he dunwan to tell me wad r they... :( make me feel so... guilty??? duno wad word to use... suddenly dun feel like toking too much... later "de zui" him again... :( haix... duno wad to comment le.....
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yox... so happi today.. hmm..afternn went to dear's hse...den his cousins and relatives were there... i feel extremely paiseh,hehe ...aniway,they are friendly,especially his biao jie...she's cute.. ;ppp
hmm.. den we played mahjong together... den had my dinner dere.. its late and no more train,dear pei wo take cab home and took cab back to his hse... so touched.. have to waste ur time n money wor... =/ aehh... on the way back,dear told me wad his ah ma said... =/ si le la...got a feeling that his ah ma dun like me... m i tinking too much?? :(
aniway...juz nw,when staring at my com...recalling wad andy n i was toking today.. i realised tt he realli treat me veri gd... but me...i sort of take things/him for granted, i expect more care/concern/time/etc from him,owaes complaining tt he din treat me good enough... i feel that i shouldnt demand more from him le... last nite..i had a nitemare...i dreamt tt he dumped me..n i woke up immediately... m afraid history will repeat...m afraid i'll lose him one day... (T.T)
dear..u promise me tt u wun leave me alone...n i promise u tt too... will u keep tt promise?? i'll keep it..i'v alredi waited for 3yrs...i noe,to u, this qn will nt have an ans but,i still hope its a positive ans... love u owaes dear...
Saturday, June 12, 2004 '
hmmm...finally back... afternn went orchard walk walk with lin... den i bought tt pink baleno jacket...!! finally...luckily tt day i nv buy...tt time saw $39...nw $19 nia... omg... heng~~~ lolx
den evening went to meet dear...den go clark quay de.... swissotel merchant court for the buffet... e buffet nt bad...juz tt i dun eat seafood... ;pp aniway... met his IC n mates.... hmmm... a few good-looking de... hehe.. aniway,one of them looks like my sir..shuiyuan... super alike...hahhaha ... den got 2.. machiam 86 de..like gina... :XX hmm..after tt went billard with them... although i juz look at them quite boring,bt.. acc dear mah...so... its ok.. he happi i oso happi... took 2ns last train hm...den no more train,dear have to take cab home.. so sweet... dear... xin ku ni le... i noe u damn tired... bt..u still pei wo hui jia... *muAckx*
hmmm... sat liao.... duno got go out anot... aehh... go koon liao....
Thursday, June 10, 2004 '
aehh... i found e watch which i aim frm last yr...recently went to ask the price of it... $130 leh... =/ so ex ...but its nice...
Wednesday, June 09, 2004 '
Monday
ds gathering... but short of wen n dione...so sad...aniway,meet up went shi ma lu...pray le den go mos burger eat n chit chat... among all, lin got work so she treat us wor... thx ger... after tt...rene went to meet ck ... left me lin n sha... hmmm btw we took alot of pics...n 2video..haha... so lame... i uploaded some pics of mine under candid pics le...
den nite time... msg dear,ask him can go his hse anot... ;ppp den saw his ah ma... hehe abit paiseh leh... b4 i go home, took some pics with dear...1st time take with him wor...so happi ;ppp i reach hm abt 12+ ... den tueday, my dad ask me yday y so late go home...issit go out with dear... lolx
Tue
hahaa..funni thing...i show dad me n dear take de pic... den he look at it for abt...30sec ...den he replied... "nv seen b4" *pengzx* obviously he duno him la... hahha... wad a reply... aniway, went ah yi hse,new hse at sengkang... i like the room...small n cosy... so hoping to move house immediately... i wan my small n cosy rm... ;ppp
Wed
hmm.. rot at hm whole day... den nite time went to meet kz n irene... kz got prob den we try to help him lor... hope he's fine after sat ba...
dear gog taka to eat with his frens,he asked me to go but i say dunwan... mai go dere xtra...lolx... they guys can tok wadeva they wan...more freedom rite... ;ppp
Sunday, June 06, 2004 '
dear saw tt entry...den i sort of nt happi with him... den juz nw ...i was holding my hp,thinking whether to msg him anot...n... we " xin you lin xin" ... he msg me 1st... ;ppp so happi... dear... u say de...u wun break promise de n will duo duo pei wo de hor... i'll keep tt msg as evidence... ;ppp love ya... *MUACKX*
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hmm... yday evening watch "qian jin bai feng bai" until ard midnite... hehe... nice show... but lian xiang still wins... LOLX.. kuo jian hua so yandao sia... juz nw wake up watched another 3 to 4 disc... haha... still got alot more to go sia... watch until so tired...
yeah...ds blog up le... pass n username take frm me ~~
Saturday, June 05, 2004 '
sianx.... staying at home again... hmm when dad back, i can watch my vcd "qian jin bai fen bai" liao... yeah... 30disc sia...
hmm...hoping to start sch early...so bored,at hm nth to do...go sch still can play.... lolx... yday whole day was d/ling songs...whole album of ou de yang den some other chinese songs too... mayb gog to d/l whole album of "nan quan ma ma" too... coz got jie lun rap ... hehe ...
======= to dear ========
aeh... rem wad u promise hor...i dunwan empty promise... u got time pei wo duo yi tian la... i so ke lian...everyday at hm... (T.T) den u everytime go home watch tv dunwan tok to me... (T.T) *sad*
Friday, June 04, 2004 '
bored....
yday went to trim hair... she even straighten my hair... lolx... but temporary nia... hmm...its cheap n most impt is service gd wor... tt ger chio sia... lolx.. my hair shorter le.... (T.T) so sad... den behind no "V" shape le... *sob* i put my "straight" hair pic at the gallery le... go c ba...
dark rings deeper le... pimples poping out more le... (T.T) wad a holiday ...haix...
today whole day was helping with winston's blog n oso helping SOMEONE to find the song.... haix... treat me as maid sia.... bully me... no more sweet words frm him le... *sad* i dunwan sweet words...wo yao ni pei wo ... :(
Wednesday, June 02, 2004 '
men si le ~~~~~~~~~ dear dear so busy de... wan to msg him,but he so busy,den dunwan disturb him....so long nv tok to him le... duno he got miss me anot.... :(
y nobody tok to me de ..... msg ppl all nv reply me de.... irc tok oso nobody reply me... dear oso dunwan tok to me... (T.T)
Tuesday, June 01, 2004 '
back frm orchard ~~~ hmmMm... i bought 2 t-shirt.... aehh... aim alot of things... BUT... ENDURE !! lolx i cant find anithing nice earrings leh.... (T.T) i wan new earringsss~~~~ haix
plan to buy a pink polo tee for dear.... but end up dint buy it... coz it looks weird... aniway...went into fila shop... asked for tt bottle... but e salesgirl say no stock le... (T.T) haix... no hope le.... sad sad
AAaaahhhh ..... owaes have weird feelings tt something bad to me will happen.... HOW !!!! *dead*
these 2days... dear like nt free to pei wo de.. wan call him... but he sleep so early... wan go find him but he go find his fren... :(
++ god bless me ++
