Saturday, April 28, 2007 '

gosh...
the last 2 days was bad... left company ant 12noon.. poor me n anchalee.. not havent finish work yet.. we were saying.. y nt everyone get a laptop, so tt we can work from home?
she said her daughter nv see her for 2 days... poor thing...

learning to pick up more things... getting used to it and finding it challenging...
i get to know alot of ppl... even someone who dun liase with me had a casual chat with me...

i'll hav to endure one more last day... month end, quater end, half yr end.. will be over.....

Tuesday, April 24, 2007 '

again n again...
i'm all alone yday in the office till 9+pm...
realli under lots of stress...

voiced out to alyssa yday... telling her that i cant cope with india orders..
she say she's trying to pass it to other person... i guess might b the india guy ba..
india csr is pressurizing me.... every now and then...
i spend whole day doing india orders ... and oni able to do my sg orders from evening onwards...
pls get this straight.. i oni have a training on india orders for less than 1 day... no matter how u presurize me, i still cant get it done properly !!
just took over sg order for 1 mth.. still 'buey zai".. how can i take up india order ritE~~~
everyone so curious y i'm doing india orders~
I DUNWAN!!

finally can on leave today..
having exam ltr..... juz start studying this morning...
half way thru oni ....

i juz hope april can pass faster....
i hate april.....
lots of unhappiness around me....
its clinging on me!!
nv had a good rest since...
under alot of stress..... work, relationship, family...

= i miss you lots.. ah ma.. =

Saturday, April 21, 2007 '

thurs stayed till 9pm..........
fri worse.......... till 11pm .... *faint*
simran last day le... going leave for 3.5mths...
leaving me dead here...
i dunwan to take india orders !!!!!!!!!!!
clueless... duno where to head~~~

must i work everyday till 11pm????
she's working almost everyday over 9pm, just to handle india orders!!!
now me to handle india n sg~~
boss... pls come back n make up ur decision~
dun bring india back to sg... *haha*

today slept whole day.......... 6pm den woke up... *gosh* so long nv had gd rest...
but... know wad...
i havent study my exam~~~
left one more day...........
shit........

Thursday, April 19, 2007 '

a very busy n tiring month for me...

after 1 week of sleepness night for the wake... my concentration on things is failing....
right after sunday praying...
mon went back to work ... 200 emails... read till 4pm...
rush to exam in the night.... havent got to study much too...
standing outside the room den i realise exam is 2.5hrs.... and have got 3parts comprising about 10qns... WHICH I THOUGHT IS 4qn!!! end up tt 4qn i studied worth 2marks each oni !! bloody-hell............

tues and wed nite...... work till 8+ ... ma chiam working hours become 9 to 9...
poor me.. on tues nite.... almost kena lock/lost in office.......
my access card only can be use from 7 to 7.... dint know till wed..
so tues i walk around, trying to find doors out........
gosh... i have to walk to MAIN GATE which is 1 big round to bus stop........

luckily wed i clever... walk loading bay...ahaaha.. *blur*
got approval to extend my access card timing le..... guess i may have to work late these 2 weeks.....
simran going labour on mon le..... yday passed me so mani open orders.... *almost faint*
she's asking... "how's my desk now?" *gosh*
"there's more to come...." she said..... *unconscious*

one more exam next week.... economics...my weakest module...
still can recalled times in diploma... econs exam at 8am.... i studied whole nite till 6am..... luckily i passed.... n scored B !!!!!

ever since i took up this new position..... my studies drop til jialat... all my assignment scores like... 50/100 ... 5.6/10 ...... *alamak*
pls pray tt i can pass...........

blows to me not yet end......
last week, recd a letter from CPF... to pay diploma sch fees!!!! WTH....
i'm still trying to clear my deg fee...... yet now added one more loan.......
i'm FULL-OF-DEBT !!

plans ahead....
- 2-3 Jun to Indonesia .. duNo wad resort by the beach...
- 8-10 Jun to KL.. shopping
- 15-17 Jun to KL (Petaling Jaya)

Friday, April 13, 2007 '

lotsa things happened...

Last fri
Went temple pray pray and bugis shopping...
bought a black top..
dinner went to look for mum n had ma la steamboat...
after tt, we walk to suntec for short shopping... and dear got this....
$18 for 8 teabag..
quite interesting n taste good...

it comes with a nice box...

the 8 different type of tea.. has its own name too.. aren't they have nice name?? cool..

starting to bloom....

this is after it blooms... special rite...

kena nag by dad... waste money on this expensive tea....

Sat
me n dear 3yr anniversary...
before we set off to orchard for shopping...

bought 2 bags... total $70..
dinner went Sofra.. turkish restaurant..
ambience quite good...
food is special....

The soup is v different from other restaurant.. it has spaghetti in it...n lotsa ingredient... quite like it..

appetizer
v nice... tasty... nice presentation...

dear's baked rice.. v nice.. although rice not alot but the ingredient is consider lots...

mine... i tink meatball something.. the sauce is nice..

Turkish rice pudding..
unique dessert.... its R-I-C-E !!! omg... aniway, too sweet for me... dear still cant accept he's having rice pudding dessert..

Turkish chocolate pudding...
one word to describe.... B-E-S-T !
pure chocolate!!!! i'm going dere again nxt time just for this.... *sinful*

Sun
evening.. received call.. ah ma hospitalise..in coma...
heartbeat stopped but got revived...
all rush down.. but still in coma...
everyone tok to her.. hope tt she can hear..
ltr on we all left coz cant stay in ICU..
when mum going to leave... she saw ah ma eyes got abit of water.. i guess she heard us toking to her....

went home koon n 1am.. they called n say ah ma passed away.. heartbeat stopped another 2 times... saved once but...eventually... *haix*
rushed down to see her....
ah ma dint get to c all of us before going coma..
i realli miss her so much..

prepared funeral... took leave whole week....
stayed overnite .... dint reali slp for 5 nites...
today... hav to send her off....
but when we wanted to leave.. it rained heavily.... n we unable to leave..
i went pray to ah ma..ask her dun worry abt us.. just continue with ur journey..
n... within 5 mins.. rain stop....
the moth is with us for 5days... the last day... it flew to everyone of us de shoulder.... ah ma is stil with us....

went guang ming shan.. saw her coffin being push to burn...
till now... i still cant accept that she's gone..
i juz dun understand why she left us so sudden!! she dote everyone of us alot alot alot... how can she bear to leave... she havent c us and tok to us!!
she is so alright the day before... still went marketing..
bt suddenly...... coma... n left us...
she's so close to me... i'm the only one tt is brought up by her... i lived with her when i was in pri sch.... i can still rem my childhood with her...
after everything... we went back to the funeral place... n the moth is gone....

49 days no red, pink clothing...
100 days no visiting to ppl's home...
365 days no celebration for CNY...
3 years cannot get married... (pending)

i'm having exam on mon nite... dint apply leave...
i sure hav tons of work to do nxt week.... to clear one week's work.....
i havent touch my revision for mon's exam.... planning to start tml.. hopefully i got the concentration.....

Wednesday, April 04, 2007 '

quick update...

= applied Punggol Treetop with dear... result will be out end may to see if we eligible to choose unit.... *praying hard hard*
= playing mahjong every weekends with dear n family... all "gien bwa"
= bought washing machine... filled lots of lucky drawer... i wan to win LCD TV!!!
= 07/04/2007 ...... 3rd yr anniversary~ (moving v slowly.. oni 3yrs??? )